Kind of funny how oblivious she is, and kind of stupid how stupid he is.
Try, try, try to pull yourself away from the closeness, kid and you’ll find yourself with a heart that’s only 33% sane.
How deep in denial did he bury himself? I don’t think the world will ever know, I just kind of have an eye for seeing things.
I hope you start realizing nice guys finish last, or no it’s not even that. They sure as hell finish, it’s just the fact that they never get the place that they want. 2nd, 3rd, 4th, but never 1st place.
I’m sorry, I wish it wasn’t like that and I’m sorry she’ll never really know deep down what you desire and hope for but better luck next time, right?
As for now I have no idea what you’re going to do, and I can only hope you could pick everything up and just drop it all.
Start all over again, meet as acquaintances and this time just simply stay that way and you won’t have to endure through another ordeal of getting so close, touching only the fringes and never being able to go any further.
I’m not going to lie, I feel bad for you and I hope you’ll come out even stronger after this.
You deserve it, really.