I don’t know if it’s because it’s a new school year and all, (not SO new, but you get the idea) and it probably is the fact that new experiences and new friends/friends turned closer has come my way with the whole “growing up” package…but I really have been thinking A LOT about the everyday things that passes us by.
For instance, I think I’ve been really focused on seeing random guys liking a girl.
I’m not talking about the cool guy that picks up all the chicks as soon as he turns on the cool, I’m talking about the guys that actually like a girl. The guys that keep a distance as close as they can to the girl they like, but safe enough so she won’t misinterpret anything even though deep down he wishes she did. I love the way that these guys look at the girl, it’s so obvious that they like this girl so much and it makes me wonder how easy it is for us, the third party to view the obvious feelings plastered all over the boy’s face and through his actions – yet, the girl just can’t. But you know what, I’m wrong. I’m sure the girl knows the guy likes him, we’re crafty bitches that knows when a guy likes us no matter how many times we deny it and say, “Oh him? Whaaaat, no. He can’t like me, I’m too good of a friend to him.”
Just once, I want to hear a girl say, “Yeah, I know he likes me but not going to happen.”
You know what, scratch the direction I was going to take with this post.
Hey, you girls out there. I’m not talking about the majority of girls, nor the girls that I actually love talking to and I know they know who they are. I’m talking about the girls that piss the fuck out of me, because they’re not even sluts but downright dirty with the way they play with guys.
It’s not even one girl, or two, but I see this as a recurring motive amongst various girls that always seem to never GET IT.
AND I AM FUCKING SICK OF IT.
YOU’RE NOT THAT HOT, YOU’RE NOT THAT CUTE, YOU’RE NOT THAT FRIGGIN’ AMAZING TO THE POINT WHERE YOU CAN MANIPULATE A GUY TO THE POINT WHERE HE’LL DO ANYTHING AND EVERYTHING FOR YOU. SHIT, HOW HARD IS THAT TO UNDERSTAND?
And wooow, I love how I always end up being a middleman for most of these girls because I’m always the girl that becomes “one of the guys”. So you end up dropping me as a friend just so you can satisfy your fucking hormones, and then you say sorry to me as if things will get better?
Sorry will make me drop everything about you lying, using, and flaking out on me just so you can get at my friend?
Girls, you are not even sluts, whores, or bitches. No, a lot of you go far below that and I don’t feel sorry nor bad at all for saying that.
Sorry hon, but you just aren’t that hot.